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so... whaddup? haven't posted anything yet for months, I guess. hmmm OH YEAH! Harry Potter movie is out! omg I'm so excitedddddd! and yup, my scores do improved, but I haven't got, you know, the patient to study. hrrrrr, and..... what?

syair.

jadi tadi waktu ulangan bahasa Indonesia kan disuruh bikin syair. dan syarat syair yang paling susah: iramanya a-a-a-a. ngek. oke sebenernya yang mau gua ceritain itu bukan syair yang gua tulis di kertas ulangan, tapi syair selingan yang gua bikin ditengah-tengah nyari ide.

kan waktunya dikasih 1 jam pelajaran (40 menit), dan waktu kira-kira menit ke 30 gua masih belom dapet judul yang pas akhirnya gua iseng-iseng bikin syair di kertas coret-coretan.

PR

Kau membuatku mejadi ingin boker (...)

gua tunjukkin jani, tapi itu karna waktunya udah mau abis gua bikin syair lain yang amat-sangat-ga-bermutu terus gua kumpulin.

abis ngumpulin, gua sama jani nerusin syair yang tadi dan setelah sekian lama memeras otak, jadilah puisi 2 bait ini:

PR

pr oh pr oh pr

kau membuatku ingin boker

saat melihat buku buku berjejer

tiba tiba aku menjadi beser

keringat dingin keluar

tubuhku menjadi gemetar

aku merasa kakiku lumpuh sebentar

ingusku pun mengalir keluar

Jump!

So, I found this at Dhisty's blog

Wanna play too? This is the rule. Open your playlist, turn on the shuffle mode. Then, answer these questions using the song's title that you shuffled. And, no cheating please ;D

by the way... I copy-paste all the letters, words, sentences above from dhisty ._. HE HE I'm soo soo sorry dhist... I'm just too lazy to write a thing, peace out!

Let start!

If someone says 'Are you okay?', you say?

Crush - David Archuleta

How would you describe yourself?

I Will Fly - Ten 2 Five

What do you think of your life now?

Make It Mine - Jason Mraz

What do you like in a guy/girl?

Can't Fight This Feeling - Glee Cast

How do you feel today?

Two Worlds Collide - Demi Lovato

What is your life's purpose?

Fireflies - Owl City

What is your motto?

Baby - Justin Bieber ft. Lucardis

What do you friend think of you?

Imagine - David Archuleta

What do your parents think of you?

My Life Would Suck Without You - Kelly Clarkson

What is 2+2?

End Of The Rainbow - Sandhy Sondoro

What do you think of your best friend?

Today Was a Fairytale - Taylor Swift

What do you want to be when you grow up?

When I Grow Up - The Pussycat Dolls

What do you think when see the person you like?

Waka Waka (It's Time For Africa) - Shakira

What will you dance to at your wedding?

Take a Bow - Rihanna

What will they play at your funeral?

A Little Too Now Over You - David Archuleta

What is your biggest fear?

Boom Boom Pow - The Black Eyed Pease

What is your biggest secret?

You'll Be In My Heart - Phil Collins

What do you want right now?

Touch My Hand - David Archuleta

What do you think of your friends?

Jai Ho - The Pussycat Dolls

What do you think of your latest ex?

Love For a Child - Jason Mraz

What will you post this as?

Jump - Glee Cast

so true

am I alone?

am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? am I? :'(

another nice sentences

"I believe everything happens for a reason.

People change so you can learn how to let go.

Things go wrong, so that you appreciate them when they're right.

You believe lies, so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,

and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

via molik's blog

I'm Imperfect

"I'm not a perfect girl.

My hair doesn't always stay in place &

I spill things a lot. I'm pretty clumsy &

sometimes I have a broken heart.

My friends and I sometimes fight &

maybe some days nothing goes right.

but when I think about it & take a step back

I remember how amazing life truly is

& how that maybe. Just maybe. I like being

imperfect..."

True Colors

You with the sad eyes

Don't be discouraged

Oh I realize

It's hard to take courage

In a world full of people

You can lose sight of it all

And the darkness inside you

Can make you fell so small

But I see your true colors

Shining through

I see your true colors

And that's why I love you

So don't be afraid to let them show

Your true colors

True colors are beautiful

Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then

Don't be unhappy, can't remember

When I last saw you laughing

If this world makes you crazy

And you've taken all you can bear

You call me up

Because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors

Shining through

I see your true colors

I see your true colors

So don't be afraid to let them show

Your true colors

True colors are beautiful

Like a rainbow

Cant remember when I last saw you laughing

If this world makes you crazy

And you've taken all you can bear

You call me up

Because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors

Shining through

I see your true colors

I see your true colors

And that's why I love you

So don't be afraid to let them show

Your true colors

True colors

See your true colors

Shining through

YEAH!

I can see your true colors

And that's why I love you

So don't be afraid

To let them show

Your true colors

True colors

True colors

Are Beautiful like the Rainbow

hey

hey. long time no post. well, umm, i'm here to talk about.... me hehe. sorry, i know y'all bored to read posts about me.

i'm a girl who don't really like to share stories with my mum because... you know, i feels.... very weird and awkward. i'd rather share stories with my friends, but i dunno where or even who my friends are. so... just gonna share it here.

akhir-akhir ini gua masih labil. ya, masih. when will it over? gua kesel banget sama perasaan yang labil gini hhh. ga jelas, lagi seneng-seneng tiba-tiba keinget hal yang gaenak terus langsung bad mood.

what should I do? how to get over it? how to cheer your self up when you feel you wanna jump off the cliff? when you have no one to share your stories with?

AAARGH

Dear blog... :3~ (?-_-)

Here I am, a ninth grader. New class, new building, new classmates, new teachers... haah, it's... too fast for me. I feel like yesterday I just graduated from elementary school. Well, however I can't step backward. I have to step forward, even if I don't want to.

*piiip* yeah (can't say anything rude, I'm fasting). soooooooooooooooooo much things to do (I can't even count it, that's why I use 'much'). I'm a ninth grader. DUDE, I'M A NINTH GRADER?! WHAT?! Well, umm....

Haaaaaah, I want to rewind time. fix everything that I did on past. But it's im-pos-si-ble. It is.

Things You Already Know

1. Students never had a pure holiday with no homeworks
2. Homeworks suck
3. Homework is students' nemesis

and I hate the fact that I never had a holiday

Quote

jadi beberapa waktu yang lalu gua dengen quote ini: "hidup itu terlalu singkat buat mikirin pendapat orang lain ke kita" (in english, but i dunno the sentences so..)

simple right? gitu gua denger itu gua langsung inget... G-R-A-C-E *lebay. she has her own style, and I admire her attitude in this case. well, maybe I'm not crazy by the way she dress, but she's just so confident.

merhatiin atau enggak, dia gapernah nanya ke orang "eh kalo gua make ini bagus ga ya?" atau "gua takutnya ini ga cocok" or that kinda thing. pokoknya dia itu pd dari segi apapun deh

and I'm jealooous. soalnya gua gapernah sepercaya-diri-itu in my whole life. teach me how to be you sis ._. my point: she's proud of her self and don't care what people think about her.

then setelah gua denger quote itu dan flashback dikit tentang grace, gua jadi lebih cuek. gua mikir, who cares? there are so many people out there, millions of people, why do we care have to care of few people's opinion? ngerti ga? enggak? sama dong

my point is, be yourself even you are nobody, and be proud of it! be a little careless about what people think about you

Jani's

those awards below originally made by Jani! check it out!

Apple Award

Grape Award

Orange Award

Lemon Award

Strawberry Award

T G I F

Thank God It's Friday

the title is not ramadhan so i won't talk much about it. /via dhea's blog

you know why i love friday? 'cause the next day is saturday! no need to meet teachers, no need to wake up early, no need to see ************** uhuh uhuh *dancing* aaaand, i'll have 3 days holiday, mon-wed YIPPEE!

i'll make plans so i wont waste my holiday, but i already have plan for tuesday so don't disturb me on that day NGEHEHE. *emangsiapayangmauganggu,pdlukir

by the waay, gua libur karnaaaaa bentar lagi puasa, maaf ya kalo gua ada salah sama kaliaaan ;) *ting.

suddenly have no inspiration, i'll continue this posts real soon!

Random

judulnya random. why? because I'm gonna write randomly

gua seneng baca blog orang lain loh. because, sometimes they show the other side of them (well maybe I'm one of them, or maybe not, dunno, idc). in their blog, they're free to express them self. gak kayak di sekolah, harus pake seragam, kaos kaki, sepatu warrior etcetera etcetera.

we can set our own blog background, template, font, posts. we're free to do anything. pertama kali gua baca blog temen gua, gua kaget. she's the one who i'm close to at school. dan gua ga nyangka, ternyata di sekolah sama di blog to dia beda banget (not in a good or bad way. neutral, i think)

dan gua mau ngaku, actually i had 2 posts in this blog that i deleted few hours ago. why? gatau juga deh hmmm

O-M-G you know whaaat? abis bulan puasa gua jadi petugas upacara! AAAAAA. gua bertugas jadi dirijen... T.T aaa gua takut bakal kena demam panggung AAAAAA gimana iniiii. good luck ajadeh fuh. bismillah, wish me luck guys!

PR NUMPUK! AAA AAA AAA AAAAAAAAAAAA~

that's all in my random post!

Dialog of Hesitation

made by deva, jani, yori and me. I'm gonna post the dialog soon (actually i have it in my laptop now) after we do the listening test (so no one could cheat :p). I'm gonna tell you the key words:

- mall

- stairs

- urinal

- sink

- birthday present

wait for the next post!