Monday, November 14, 2011

Kim Kardashian is getting divorce!?!?!

So... AYEAYEAYEAYE. What's up omg I seriously miss blogging it's been forever since my last postttt. Aaaaanyway, the title has nothing to do with this post although I honestly am shocked bcs that bitch has filed for divorce already. My friends' relationships are twice longer than hers.

Let's start. So I've been through my antisocial issue (thank God) and uh oh here comes the new issue....... FAT. IT SUCKSSS. It's like when you just accomplished something in your life or got over a problem the suddenly, boom, a problem comes outta nowhere. But hey, what's life without its highs & lows right?

Okay so I can't control my appetite :/ all I wanna do is eat and eat and eat. You think it stops right there? NO. And effing eat again. I know there's no one to blame but me, as if it weren't obvious enough. And in the past.... 2 months, I think, people (mostly guys) kept telling me that I got fatter and fatter. Every week. Can't you people shut the fuck up holy shit, I'm a girl yo, I thought every guy knows it's an unwritten law that you should never ever call a girl with the F word. Nowww, I'm trying to tame my hardly-controlled appetite, wish me luck.

Let's move to the second issue. So I had a chat with my friend and I just realized how lucky I was to be a student of 49 Secondary School. It's not only the kids that were unbelievably smart and nice but it was also the school's ehm, what did you call that...society...environment or something like that whatever, let's just call it society. Anyway the school's society was nice and there was no friends of mine that I know who smoke, drink or have done free sex. Maybe there's a few but if people know it, it'd be an utter shock to everyone bcs it's not something usual to find in the school, know what I'm saying? I sincerely feel blessed and kept thanking God whenever I remember this because He has protected me from bad people and harm.

Last issue, boys. Well this issue is kinda confidential he he, so it wouldn't be a good idea to share this on the internet.

So yeah, that pretty much is all. You guys have no ideaaa how relieved I am to share this with you. Thanks for reading, much love!

Sunday, October 9, 2011

I

Am a girl. Am straight. Am awkward. Am not confident. Am labile. Am random. Don't feel pretty. Don't know who I am. Don't know where to go. Don't like onions. Love cats. Love cute guys with smokin' body. Like to eat. Have fallen in love. Have experienced heart broken. Love chocolate. Love ice cream. Hate smokers. Feel insecure. Feel out of place. Am single. Love shoes. Love t-shirts. Love jewellery. Love bags. Love nature. Hate physics. Hate chemistry. Hate history. Have three siblings. Feel nervous around guys. Have allergies. Am afraid of heights. Love to swim. Love to read. Love romance-comedy movies. Sometimes feel friendless. Sometimes have a few minutes in a day where I ain't giving any fuck. Sometimes curse. Am shy. Am inpatient. Have never kissed a boy. Am me.

Monday, September 26, 2011

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HEY BLOGGERZZZZZZZ. Too much? Ok.... So Imma answer questions that made by me to me (?)

1. How are things?
Greattttt :) everything is doing great, just great. I said great too much, didn't I?

AWFUL. Everything is kind of... falling apart? I'm just... it has been like a couple of months since I've been in my new school and things aren't the way I expected. First of all, I'm sorta having a hard time blending in & making new friends. To make it clear, it's me not them. I hate my self for being so fucking up tight errr. Like I suddenly became a whole new person. I'm not the person who I was in junior high. In negative way. Just wish me all the best? Thanks ;;)

2. A boyfriend? I know you want one ;)

To be honest I kind of do but........ Things aren't backing me up right now so I'm just gonna put there behind me.

Well, I guess that's all. Maybe gonna add more next time but it's enough for now. Talk to ya later x

Friday, September 9, 2011

What's Up

Hey so I haven't post anything lately because of my tight schedule (pret) Um no, actually I'm busy reading novel books - improvement yeay - and some fiction love stories about Justin Bieber. Seriously if you're up to nothing you can read this, this, and this which are awesome. Btw holiday is about to end. AAAAAAA NOOOO. I'm still in holiday mood, doing nothing all day. Andddddddddd that's all. For now ;) Cheerio!

Monday, July 25, 2011

Friday, July 22, 2011

PTC 2011

I HAD A BLAST BLAST BLAST @ Pond's Teens Concert, July 16th 2011 withhh Dera. Much loveeeee.

Tau gak loe? David Archuleta itu ganteng. Tau ga? Kalo liat langsung gantengnya bikin merinding. Seriously. Orang paling ganteng yang pernah gue liat. OMGGGG. I was a huuuuuge fan of him dari kelas 6 sd sampe mau naik kelas 8. Sempet berpaling sama JB gitu huhu maaf yah ayang :' terusss sekarang ngefans lagi deeeh. Aja tapi gapake banget ;) Jadi gini cerita gue pada hari itu:

Gue sampe sekitar jam 11 di J.Co Cibubur Junction, emang mau ketemuan sama Dera disitu, tp berhubung dia belum dateng, gue beli J.Cool bertopping strawberry mochi sama donat oreology. Terus akhirnya ketemuan ngobrol ngobrol ngobrooool jam 12 cabut deh dari sana langsung menuju Lapangan D Senayan.

Nyampe sana jam 12.35an, tumben-tumbenan gamacet. Terus sampe sana gue langsung duduk gitukaaan nunggu open gate (yang masih jam 2an). Terus entah kenapa orang-orang tiba-tiba berdiri, alhasil gue sama dera ikut berdiri terus ngantri. EEEH, ternyata gaada apa-apaan, sialan. Jadi gue berdiri di situ sampe open gate desek-desekan sama orang bau badan ew ew ew. I wish I was taller (5'8 will be good). Terus kan beberapa minggu sblmnya gue udah beli vouchernya di prambors, terus galama abis itu di tuker lagi gitu deeeh, nah kan gue udah dapet gelang buat masuk ke tempat yang PTC Mania (yang beli pond's lebih banyak 1 biji) tapi disitu orang-orang pada beda lagi gelangnya, setelah nanya-nanya, katanya mereka nuker lagi. Tapi kan gue sama dera udah tengah-tengah antrian, sayang dong nanti kalo keluar barisan back to square 1. Akhirnya setelah dilanda kegalauan selama 1 jam, gue sama dera memutuskan gausah nuker walaupun udah deg-deg ser takut gaboleh masuk....eh ternyata boleh \(^.^)/

Yes, masih sepi. Gue udah di dalem tempat PTC Mania (ptcm) dari jammm 2 lah, konser baru mulai jam 3. Jadi udah ngetag tempat terus duduk disitu. Terus karena gaboleh bawa minum (padahal ga dicek juga sialan kan. Mana minum udah di tinggal di mobil hhhh.) gue memutuskan untuk beli minum disekitar area situ, tapi harus keluar area ptcm-nya. Terus pas mau ngelewatin gatenya ada mas-mas penjaga bilang "Dek, gelangnya harus dituker lagi itu." Tapi gue cuekin, karna tadi toh masih bisa masuk. Udah beli minummm, terus pas mau balik beneran disuruh nuker. Tayyyyyyy...lor Swift. Anyway, karena ada 2 gate gue mencoba keberuntungan gue di gate satunya, gabisa juga! Wassalam deh akhirnya gue mau nuker terus pas udah mau ke gate paling depan buat nuker tuh gelang, tengah jalan ada ibu-ibu bilang kalo ada tempat buat nuker juga yang lebih deket, akhirnya gue jalan ke tempat itu dan nuker, sempet ada kendala karna gelang laknat gue gabisa dibuka. Ini lagi siang-siang bolong loh yhea, panasnya naujubile. Akhirnya bisa dan gue masuk lagi ke area ptcm. And in a couple of minutes, the show began...

A band came out and I have no frigging idea who they were, and I still am. Pokoknya ada beberapa band yang ga terkenal gitu deh, let's just skip that part.... Akhirnya Gamalia, lupa, sama Cantika keluar. Reaksinya lumayan heboh, gue gatau sih mereka siapa, cuma dera ngasih tau kalo mereka itu kayak youtube sensation getoh deh. Their songs were pretty goood. Terussss gue ini agak lupa detailnya, pokoknya ada band apa gitu sama the sigit, nah pas the sigit mau tampil it started raining. Gerimis... Ujan... Terus deres. DAMMIT. Orang lagi outdoor juga hu and it lasted for like an hour. Lalu, gue dan dera yang ga sedia payung sebelum hujan basah kuyup. Bt bgt deh :$ mana gue pake sneakersss, kaki kerendem sampe tengah malem.

Next... SM*SH!!!!!!!!! Heboh lah orang-orang.... Sebelah gue sampe nulis-nulis 'BIZM' di tangannya yang sampe sekarang gue asumsikan sebagai Bisma smash. I enjoyed it, they were good. Terus apa yaaah, gue lupa duh parah deh. Mungkin gue lebih fokus sama badan gue yang basah kuyup? Haha, lan?jut......AHIYA!!!!! Ada Kotak!!! They're awesome, vokalis cewenya gayanya keren banget ckck. Abis kotak, presenter-presenternya menjanjikan Afgan bakal tampil abis itu, lalu David Archuleta! I was pumpedddd.

Abis itu tampillah afgan, he's sooooo cute!!! Dia nyanyiin banyak lagu, maybe..... 7? Dia sempet nyanyiin lagu orang juga; Fireworks - Katy Perry, and after that, guess what? BABY - JB. Everybody was screaming sooooo loud. Well gue juga kayaknya, dan gue ikut sing along sambil loncat-loncat, maklum I think I've lost my shame nerve. Tapi dera awal-awal masih diem gitu deee, pake malu-malu segala ~.~ And last but so not least.... Playboy - 7 Icons. Sama dia jadi keren bo'. OHIYA!!! Pas tengah-tengah konser dia manggil cewe gitu nyanyi bareng sama dia di panggung, tapi cewenya sih selow aja, mungking udah di kasih tau kaliye. Terus si Afgannya agak ngeflirt gidude, cewe-cewe langsung pada histeris wkwk.

Afgan selesai, David Archie's next! At least that's what they said. Ternyata ada Nidji dulu, gapapa lah, Nidji masih oke. Dan lagi, gue loncat-loncat sambil sing along. Sekarang dera udah gitu juga! Bagusbagus. Nidji keren jugaaaa, mereka pake laser show gitu, tapi dulu gue pernah denger kalo mata kena laser bisa buta o.o Makannya pas ada lasernya gue nunduk hehehe, I didn't wanna take risk.

Nidji selesai!!!! David Archie's next? Nope. Masih ada The Changcuters sama jrock kalo gasalah namanya, sialan banget gasih. MC PHP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gue udah badmood ba.nget pas mereka tampil, jadi gue diemmmm aja, yang kasian sih merekanya, disorakin "TURUN! TURUN!!!" sama cewe-cewe yang pengen nonton Archie. Terus pas jrocknya tampil, mereka ngelurain kayak bola-bola gede yang di Camp Rock 2 tapi malah dibalikkin ke panggung, wkwk sabar aja yah.
11.30 PM. gaberapa lama.......

DAVID ARCHULETAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYY.

People were screaming like.... I can't even begin to describe it.............. He wore dark blue jeans, white t-shirt, and unbuttoned red-sorta-pink shirt <3<3<333333333333333333333333333 dia nyanyi lagu banyak bangettttttlike 15 songs, dari lagunya dia sendiri sampe The Beatles. Terus dia ngomong "Well I like them. Do you guys like them too?" and people answered "YEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSS." Buat kamu mah iya-iya aja yang (-_-) Terus dia nanyi lagu "black bird" yang di nyanyiin Chris Colfer di Glee 2. I loved it!! Anywayyy, terus gue berusaha foto dia tapi pada goyang semua huhu. Akhirnya gue berenti moto and I decided to enjoy the moment. *an hour later* Akhirnya dia selesai...... at least I though so, terus orang-orang kan pada teriak "WE WANT MORE!!!x100000000000" Akhirnya si mas ganteng keluar lagi deh nyanyi 2 lagu and crush as the closing of the concert. Terus pas udah selesai beneran ada firework show lama & banyaaaak banget.

Here's the setlist:

1. Stompin the Roses 2. Altnoy 3. Love Don’t Hate 4. Everybody Want to Rule the World (Tears for Fears) 5. Something ‘Bout Love 6. Touch My Hand 7. My Kind of Perfect (this is one of my fav) 8. Gotta Get Thru This/Message In A Bottle (Mash-up) (Daniel Bedingfield) 9. My Hands 10. Falling Stars 11. Blackbird (one of my fav too <3) 12. Works for Me 13. Everything and More 14. Elevator 15. Zero Gravity 16. A Thousand Miles (encore), and last but not least 17. Crush (encore)

Tanpa gue sadari udah jam 12.30 pagi. Berasa ngedugem. Gadapet meet and greet sih, tapi gapapalah, every pain we suffered that day, the rain, the massive crowd, the pegel-pegel, paid off. Gue seneng banget. Terimakasih PTC yang udah ngedatengin Archie, Dera yang udah nemenin seharian, sama Allah, yang ngizinin gue dan dera pulang selamat. Alhamdulillah :) Dan akhirnya gue dijemput sama bokap, terus karna udah kemaleman dera nginep di rumah gue hehe. Enjoy the photos (which aren't mine);







And if you wanna see more photos of Jakarta Pond's Teen Concert 2011 click here.

Sekian dari saya.
XXX

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

49 2011

Hey! How was your holiday? Fun? Boring? Mine was... okay. I had some great days with my family and friends and some crappy day at home doing nothing. Anyway, ini foto-foto yang gudah gue janjiin di post beberapa minggu yang lalu he he he maaf lagi ga mood-_-nih:















Those photos were taken @Persada, Halim June 15th 2011. (Photo courtesy: Caca, Ellen)

I had a lot of funnnn! I will miss you guys so much :( I don't think that I'll meet people as awesome as you guys are. BTWWW, the party didn't stop right there ;) Ada lagi perpisahan di Puncak bareng anak-anak 49 2011 91 92 93.













Well, I think those photos already can tell how much fun I had, aren't those? I love you guys so much and I'm looking forward to have a reunion as soon as possible <3333333

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Looooooong Holiday

Hey there! I'm currently in this long holiday. How long? 2 and a half months. SICKKKK. At first I was excited but now I really10000x wanna go to school and meet my friends. Libur lama ternyata ga asik men. Well, that depends deng. Kalo lo punya duit sih asik. Gue? B-O-K-E-K. I need money T-T. Sebenernya ini libur udah dari.... 28 April, tapi pas Mei masih sibuk daftar sekolah gitu deh, jadi masih ga terlalu bosen. Kalo sekarang udah ga ngapa-ngapain haaah. Ada rekomendasi tempat liburan yang ga menguras dompet ga?

Friday, June 10, 2011

Not That Good

I just read my cousin's and his ex gf's blogs and their blogs are awesome. HECK YEAAA. Postnya itu ngena abis terus dalem terus bener-bener dari lubuk hati kayaknya *ea. They don't hide a thing. Gue sendiri belom bisa kayak gitu, masih takut post gua dibaca oleh orang yang ada di post itu & masih takut deh pokoknya, belom berani. Tapi pengeeen gitu rasanya nulis post yang bener-bener personal thing yang ga basa-basi gajelas (most of my posts are basa-basi gajelas). Well, someday I probably will try to do so but not now. Wish me luck. :)

Senior High Kid

YEP. I'm officially taken EHM NO I mean graduated from Junior High! Aha aha *boogie* Well, I'm not actually that excited :| Soalnya berarti gue bakal pisah sama temen-temen gue aaaaaaah tidaaaaak. Is it really happening? I mean, I feel like I just fit in this year, and now I should get used to a new environment? AAAARGH You freaking kidding me. Aaaaaaanyway, my score yeah, well, not so satisfying but I can live with that.

------------FASHION CRISIS!------------

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR TO MY GRADUATION DAY
AAAAAAAAAA HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, I actually know but I'm not so sure about it hmhm. & I don't have any other option huhu. Wish me luck! Oh, and I will post some photos of my graduation day which is on Wednesday. So maybe I'll post the photos on Thursday? Only if I'm in the mood to do so. ;)

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Finally

Yep, finally. A post after 3 months. Where have I been? Hmmm. Well, I've been incredibly busy in the past 2 months, and I also recently realized that I suck at writing. But hey, who cares?

Btwbtwbtw, pengumuman UN bakal keluar tanggal 4 Juni! AaaaAaAaaAaAAAAaAaAAa. Degdegan bgt resanya hu ha hu. Bismillah deh semoga hasilnya bagus aminamin.

And as you can see, I changed my blog title. Lovelifeless. Bcs that's exactly how my condition is. Bukannya gasuka sama orang sih, tapi orangnya gatau :| and as far as I can remember, we never had a chat. Seriously. He greeted me on facebook, once. And that's before I have feelings for him. AND I totally blew the conversation off. Stupid.

And I'm on a crisissssssssss. Gosh, my mood is like this : /\/\/\/\/\_______________/\ so labile.

And alsooo, I'm currently in a serious money saving mode. Kenapa? Karena gua nabung buat konser Michael Buble. When? Nobody knows. Gua nabung buat jaga2 doang ehehehehe.

I guess it's enough for today. See ya later!

Monday, January 31, 2011

7 Days Seven Challenges. #Day3

Wrath. Seven things that piss me off.
  1. When I talk to someone seriously, he/she said "oh, tidak bisa~" it's the most annoying sentence on universe. I mean it.
  2. Two face whore. Everyone hates it, I bet.
  3. BACKSTABBER. HECK YEAH I HATE BACKSTABBER VERY MUCH.
  4. A boy that has no guts to say he likes me. And it's always me that have to make the first move.
  5. Someone that can't keeps my secrets.
  6. Liar. Liar. Liar.
  7. When I got compared to my friends, brothers, sister, cousin, or anybody. I don't like being compared to anybody.


Monday, January 24, 2011

7 Days Seven Challenges. #Day1

Pride. Seven great things about myself.

hm... mhm... Me, myself, kinda doubt that I have positive or nice attitude or smthng... Well oh well, shall we continue?
  1. I... feel bad when I put innocent people into trouble.
  2. I hate violence, I only use that when I really have to.
  3. I born with complete body part and healthy. Even though I have some allergy issues.
  4. I kinda am not that good-looking but not that ugly. You know what I'm saying? No? Ehm... Okay.
  5. I'm outgoing!
  6. I'm an expressive person. Well, it's depend on the situation, though.
  7. I'm a caring and warm person... I guess.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

7 Days Seven Challenges.

kay, so I found this at Hani's blog.

Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.


Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.


Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.


Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.


Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.


Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.


Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

UGGHHHH

HEYYA FELLAAAAAAAAAAASS!

so sososososo, wadduppp? how's your day? *I'm assuming there's some ppl that read my blog, even though only 1, at least someone reads it*

today, I had test at Tiara Bangsa and guess what... :D the test is... :)... :| DAMN HARD! oh my LOOOOORD. the test is so stomach dropping... *hopeless* okay, so I had 2 tests, math and english. and both of them are so freaking hard... I won't tell you how the test was or the material of the test bcs it kinda makes me traumatized... oh yeah, Tirza, Risna, Grace, Tiva, Megan, Davy, Tasya, Indy, Shafira and Kunti also did the test too.

soo, you guys know Tiara Bangsa rite? ...no? NO!? where have you been? kay, so it's like the fanciest school I know. when I got there I was like "OMFGOMFGOMFGGGG" but, duuuh I won't scream or dance-_- I had my poker face on. the difference between my recent school is like, ocean deep and mountain high. just open the website and see what it looks like.

at first, I was like "hm, I'm gonna apply just for fun. there's no way I'll get in" but now I'm like "I kinda want it ._." yeah, hm I'm just gonna pray and pray and hoping for the besssst. wish me luck guys!

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

HEYYA BLOGGERS!

HEYYA BLOGGERSKIIII!

long time no post! I've been through so much ups and downs since the last post. when was that? October maybe? idk. don't care ngehe.

aaaaaaaaaanywaaaay. let's start with the ups first. my report is pretty good. well, it has 2 7s in it and no 9 ._. but still, for me it's okay. and i got a new crussssh! same crush with Caca, Dhisty and Pucho. he's 19. british. totally hawt. handsommme. smart. omgomg. its, the one and only, SKANDAR KEYNES! o em jih. he's like, the coolest guy on earth. and laughing is still my daily stuff, less crying.

nownownow the downs. so, you guys know that JHS's national exam aka UN is on April 25th-28th rite? and beliebers surely know that the concert is on... April 23rd. OMFGGGGGG. when i knew that, my whole world was like.. breaking downnnn :'( (-_-) SERIOUSLYYY, like at the end of 2010ish I started to became belieber (again) and when I knew he'll come to Indonesia I was so freaking outtt! bcs I know mom will allow me to watch it. since the UN was still on March and the concert is on April. and when I knew the UN days moved... yeah you guys know what happened next.

and oh mannn, I totally can feel the pressure for the national exam... and it's making me kinda stress. haaah. I HAVE TO STUDY HARDER! there are still some math and physics formula that i don't understand (yet). and Bahasa.. hshshs it's very tricky.

well, I'll show you some photos of damn good looking guys to release the tension ;)











and I'm sorry that my grammar is sucks. really, really sucks. ._.