These things that I post are actually very private & I don't even know why I post it but I just need to share this with everyone.
Okay so, first of all, I broke up. & strangely I'm not even sad. Like, at all. I'm actually happy, I'm no longer tied up with a guy I don't have feelings for. I mean, he's nice smart and all that. I can never find a reason why I am not attracted to him. But I just don't. But there are no regrets, though.
Second. Now there's someone. Actually, I've known him since 4th grade, maybe. & I liked him, he liked me and all that shit. & by middle school, we lost contact. We've got our own little lives. But now, everything went back, since he & I go to the same school in high school. I still like him, of course. I think he's that kinda crush who I'd never lose my feelings for. He still likes me. I don't make that up, I've got a trustful resource & some evidence. What I don't get is what is he waiting for? Or he's not waiting for anything? He perhaps plans or nothing. I don't know, just don't know.
